I spit and gargled all in my moms food today and it feels so good

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I was severely sexually assaulted and my mother has been tormenting me for my entire life. My mother has been severely abusing me my entire life and is an addict. severe narcissist parental abuse. I’m 24. I’ve had enough with the fxckery so if no one will help then have some yummy spit it feels so nice to think about them devouring some karma I’ve found my new favorite thing <3

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I feel so upset and stressed out it’s so hard to beg for the most simple needs and she is tormenting me with this all these things that have never been an issue before she is trying to make an issue anything she can do to torment me to make me miserable she is trying to do I just feel so depressed and angry one of the only reliefs I have is that I spit in all of her food today god I spit in her food, I spit in 3 of her water bottles. I spit in her bowl of soup and then I spit in her bowl of rice food whatever I got so much spit in my mouth and I hacked it into her soup so many times and swirled it around all gooey and then I drank some water and I swirled it gargled it around in my mouth and I spit it all into her food and swirled it around all my spit all my gargled water all up in her food god I spit in it so much and hacked into it gargled oh my god I feels so good and I’m going to keep spitting in her food at least there is joy in knowing that she is eating her food and I have spit into it hacked into it and she has no idea oh so yummy Christine enjoy some karma 🥰🥰