I think about putting my face in my boyfriend’s crotch OFTEN

One time I casually asked my boyfriend to show me his dick and balls when we were on a video call and he just took off his pants and showed me. Lifted his soft cock, pressed his fingers to his balls and idly played with it all while we talked.

But he had a throwaway line of ‘you’re safe here’ and it’s really stuck with me. Now I just think about it at random, being on my knees between his legs with my face pressed to his crotch. He could be in his gaming chair doing his own thing and I can just be down there with a pillow under me perfectly at peace, surrounded by his warmth and softness, breathing him in.

I think about it so so so often. The way he tapped himself when he said it. The way his dick looked while resting to the side. The hair on his thighs. It all looked so inviting and safe.

Sometimes when his voice softens I think about it, he had such a specific tone. I just… want to get down on my knees and hide there…. Especially on those hard days where I just need to get comfy and decompress for a bit.