Over the past year I have been in an all time low and the whole time they were the only person who was consistently there for me. Every time they make a dumb joke I find myself laughing for a litte too long and every time they say something to jokingly be mean to me my heart flutters. I have had partners before but none of them have ever made me feel like this. I am pretty sure that they don’t like me like that but I keep getting a sense of false hope that won’t let me let go of this crush.
(Additionally I am 15 and they are 13 and idk if that gap is acceptable.)
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I can’t afford to lose this friendship but it just hurts so bad.
It’s totally okay to catch feelings for someone who means a lot to you especially someone who’s been there through tough times. That kind of emotional connection can naturally turn into a crush. But it’s also important to be thoughtful about the age gap, especially while you’re both still growing up. Two years can feel like a lot at your age in terms of maturity and life experience.
For now, maybe focus on keeping the friendship strong and giving yourself space to sort out your feelings. Crushes can be intense, but they also pass or change as you grow. Whatever happens, your feelings are valid just take it slow and respectful, for both your sakes.