I noticed a painful lump on boob this Sunday. I tried to brush it off as me sleeping in a bad position causing swelling and whatnot. But it’s getting harder to deny that awful possibility, since the lump is rapidly growing, causing discoloration and changing my skins texture. I feel so hopeless, I’m a student with no medical aid. I’m scared of telling my family or doctor because this is just too much to take in. Today I nearly fainted in public and I feel so embarrassed. Why is my body deteriorating so quickly? I’m still grieving my mom who recently passed on, why can’t I catch a break? I hope its some lightweight disease with similar symptoms to cancer. I still don’t know how to tell my family, I know their gonna be mad at me for not speaking up as soon as things started going wrong.