I doubt anyone will ever believe me but I have to get this off my chest. Idc if nobody believes me
I think I’m going crazy. Like, there’s no way what I keep seeing can be real. It’s impossible. I know this. But I see it all the same.
I don’t remember when it started but maybe…. I don’t know maybe it’s always been there and I just chose to ignore it before. That has to be it. That can happen right? Some weird kind of blindness. Your brain does that right like with your nose? Maybe I’ve been seeing it my whole life and only recently have I become aware of it.
I want it to stop. I need it to stop. Nobody should have to endure this and I don’t have it in me anymore to continue. I can’t. I won’t.
Everywhere I go, I look over and see a man masturbating in his car. He never sees me. He’s always looking at women while he does it. Waving at some of them. He can’t be real but it seems so real. Idk what to do anymore. Help me god, please help me. Save me from these twisted visions before I go mad.