What is your experience with stimulants? Did you start because a different drug was laced and got hooked? Or did you start with prescribed opiates and graduate?
I tried it once and I actually passed out while peeing. I had bruises all over my legs while passed out in piss. You don’t have to tell me twice it’s not a good drug to use. Now I just stick with weed. Do you like weed?
I see from reading comments that you’re on a lifeline, and not much support you, I also see you plan to fully escape from life using these substances, my question is in a final attempt to find happiness would you turn to god? He saved my life many of times, Insh’Allah he can guide you to the right path. God loves you, we love you. God bless you
Would you ever consider going to therapy? I’m so sorry you had to go through all of that, wish I could do anything to help you! Sending you a virtual hug
Do you have a mother? Let me tell you what looking at your dead child in a casket feels like….it’s the worse pain a mother can endure her life will never be the same…her pillow will hold so many tears
You are still 28 years old so you have a long life ahead of you. I don’t know what I could say to persuade you to stop using Fentanyl or just drugs in general. But just know this internet stranger is concerned about you and your health.
What do you think the SF policy on creating a zone and giving addicts drugs? Does it actually help anyone in your experience or just another weird fairytale told by policy makers?
Have you ever done the sublicate shot or suboxone? I understand these don’t always help everyone but it’s worth a shot. I have a AMA post up aswell where I talk about the years I was addicted. I know all about it, stole and burned bridges. Now, physically I feel as if I never done it, no lasting damage that I know of. I don’t deal with the withdrawl of fear of withdrawl, I don’t wonder how I can get my next high. I sleep good I eat good I gained a bunch of weight but that’s okay lol. My family forgave me and I’m basically moving on as if I never done it except I’m 4 years behind the others my age.
You can have this. Not only is it possible it’s more plausible than you’d imagine, it’s not far off. I know what it’s like to suffer that way and what it’s like on the other side and I want that for you. No one should live like that.
Edit: I apologize if it seems like I’m bragging. I want you to imagine that being your reality, that’s my only goal with that.
Do you want to get off it? If so and need some help figuring stuff out. I’ve been sober for over 3 years and I’d love to help or give some recommendations. If not I understand and wish you all the best. I’m sorry about your past it’s beyond shitty and unfair you had to experience all that
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How many more times until you kick the bucket if you had to estimate?
Why?
when did you start, why did you start, does anyone irl know?
Is the trauma you are trying to numb worth dying for?
What does it feel like being on fent
What is your experience with stimulants? Did you start because a different drug was laced and got hooked? Or did you start with prescribed opiates and graduate?
You ever trade your body for one more hit of poison?
How old are you? Can you share a bit more about yourself? The basics, pls? Thanks for being open to this. I hope you find peace.
How do you get it?
I tried it once and I actually passed out while peeing. I had bruises all over my legs while passed out in piss. You don’t have to tell me twice it’s not a good drug to use. Now I just stick with weed. Do you like weed?
Do you feel like using drugs helps you cope with something you’re carrying inside?
how do you afford it? you said you were using about 300$ a day of heroin
How much fentanyl do you use daily not to od?
Have you thought about trying ayahuasca
How is your family?
how high are you?
If you met Sober You at a party would you want to hang out with him ?
What does it feel like?
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Are you able to describe how it feels?
Do you want to stop?
I see from reading comments that you’re on a lifeline, and not much support you, I also see you plan to fully escape from life using these substances, my question is in a final attempt to find happiness would you turn to god? He saved my life many of times, Insh’Allah he can guide you to the right path. God loves you, we love you. God bless you
What’s it feel like when you take it
Would you ever consider going to therapy? I’m so sorry you had to go through all of that, wish I could do anything to help you! Sending you a virtual hug
How do you get drug money?
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If fentanyl doesn’t help you with your problems, why take it? It just make bad things worse.
Do u realize that this is bad for you? If so, why are you doing it?
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Is fent bomb af ?
How do you avoid an inevitable OD? Fentanyl isn’t exactly consistent with potency.
Do you have a mother? Let me tell you what looking at your dead child in a casket feels like….it’s the worse pain a mother can endure her life will never be the same…her pillow will hold so many tears
Is fentanyl that much cheaper than H? And the high, if you slam heroin is that high the same as smoking fent ?
You are still 28 years old so you have a long life ahead of you. I don’t know what I could say to persuade you to stop using Fentanyl or just drugs in general. But just know this internet stranger is concerned about you and your health.
How does crack feel compared to Meth and Coke. Pros and cons? What are your thoughts about these three drugs.
ugh….please be careful.
What do you think the SF policy on creating a zone and giving addicts drugs? Does it actually help anyone in your experience or just another weird fairytale told by policy makers?
Have you ever done the sublicate shot or suboxone? I understand these don’t always help everyone but it’s worth a shot. I have a AMA post up aswell where I talk about the years I was addicted. I know all about it, stole and burned bridges. Now, physically I feel as if I never done it, no lasting damage that I know of. I don’t deal with the withdrawl of fear of withdrawl, I don’t wonder how I can get my next high. I sleep good I eat good I gained a bunch of weight but that’s okay lol. My family forgave me and I’m basically moving on as if I never done it except I’m 4 years behind the others my age.
You can have this. Not only is it possible it’s more plausible than you’d imagine, it’s not far off. I know what it’s like to suffer that way and what it’s like on the other side and I want that for you. No one should live like that.
Edit: I apologize if it seems like I’m bragging. I want you to imagine that being your reality, that’s my only goal with that.
I thought Fenty was cheap are you using a ton??
Are prices geographical or stable everywhere?
I’m going to pick up drugs; I will finish answering when I get back
If it was free could you use and function fine ? Just curious from your perspective is that where most of the problems stem from?
Is suboxone an option?
When was the first time you used drugs and what was your experience like?
Are you a functioning addict? Like work a 9-5 , be a parent, pay bills , adult, etc.
Do you want to get off it? If so and need some help figuring stuff out. I’ve been sober for over 3 years and I’d love to help or give some recommendations. If not I understand and wish you all the best. I’m sorry about your past it’s beyond shitty and unfair you had to experience all that
Hi OP! Your post has been locked for potential risk of self harm or suicide. Here are some resources:
If you’re inside the U.S. you can:
Text CHAT to 741741 to reach Crisis Text Line
You’ll be connected to a Crisis Counselor from Crisis Text Line, who is there to listen and provide support and guidance, no matter the situation. It’s free, confidential, and available 24/7. Learn more
Call or text the Suicide & Crisis Lifeline at 988
You’ll be connected to a crisis worker from the Lifeline, who is there to listen and can point you towards resources in your community. It’s free, confidential, and available 24/7. Learn more
Call, Text, or Chat with the Trevor Project
If you’re a young person in the LGBTQ community, you’ll be connected to Trevor counselors who can provide you with a safe, judgement-free place to talk. It’s free, confidential, and available 24/7. Learn more
Call, Text, or Chat with the Veterans Crisis Line
You’ll be connected to responders from the Department of Veterans Affairs, many who are Veterans themselves. It’s free, confidential, and available 24/7 for all service members, their families, and friends. Learn more
If you’re outside the U.S. you can:
Call or Text with Canada’s Crisis services Canada
You’ll be connected to a CSPS responder, who is there to listen and help you understand your thoughts and feelings. It’s free, confidential, and available 24/7. Learn more
Call, Email, or Visit the UK’s Samaritans
You’ll be connected to a Samaritan, who is there to listen and talk through your concerns, worries, and troubles. It’s free, confidential, and available 24/7. Learn more
Visit r/SuicideWatch
The moderators of this community keep a list of resources and hotlines in, and outside of, the U.S. organized by location. Find a resource now
Many people who want to talk to someone aren’t thinking of hurting themselves, but may be struggling with other things such as loneliness, grief, relationship problems, anxiety, isolation, substance abuse, bullying, or feeling overwhelmed or misunderstood. All of the resources and people above are available to help with whatever it is you’re going through.
Depending on the situation, it may be hard to recognize or understand how you’re feeling or what’s happening. Some of the signs of depression are subtle—feeling sad, tired, a lack of motivation, or a change in your appetite may be symptoms of something larger.
If you think you may be depressed or struggling in another way, reach out to one of the resources above or a family member or friend. It may not feel like it, but you have options. There are people available to listen to you, and ways to move forward.
We wish you well!
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