I started the day after I turned 18 and continued secretly on/off for over 10 years. When I went on cam it was like entering a parallel world. While there were many negative aspects that eventually made me stop, it is difficult to let go. Almost two years later I am still searching for old content and recordings of me and end up fantasizing of old shows. This is not some RP, I’m just sharing how I honestly feel.
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What made u do that?
Me too wanna chat?
Was it profitible?
Sounds like camming wasn’t just something you did it was a version of you that felt seen, even if it was pixelated and temporary. Letting go doesn’t mean deleting that self. It means thanking him for surviving what you needed to survive.
Going through identity shifts is like putting on new clothes, uncomfortable at first but hella liberating when they fit right. Let your past self guide you to the now you love.
How much they pay you to shake your weewee?
I had a chick that could of made me rich and her famous. Dear penthouse. Lol.
Anyway, how much will you be comfortable to kiss and tell? If it’s comfort bubble popping close just tell me to shut up lol
I’ve both stories and anecdotes from the alternative version of before this dangerous and not for just any tom dick or Mary. Even as it can be safer and more lucrative. Its still a low level introduction to extreme levels of eventual progressive levels. And when I was younger, I never seen a dancer, escort or hooker or f%$# thing that’s kept in a kennel usually for free but for creep level above average, for at least 5k going lower everyday
As a dude, I sometimes feel as though there isn’t room for self expression in a sexual way. Women get turned into lust objects, and that’s a problem. Men don’t get to show that side of themselves, and if they do they’re labelled as perverts (you know, unless with that special someone). I think you just looked at it as a form of self-expression and more power to you!
Same…. I’m with you there. Can be such a fun lifestyle , a form of escapism
I’m curious as to how you got started. To me, it seemed like a very difficult way to make money as a man..