i feel like an absolute freak for wanting this. i have so many gross thoughts but i want them to happen to me. I’ve gone to therapy and ive tried to get help but it’s just something i keep wanting.
i really just want someone to take me, to love me. i dont know what’s wrong with me but i can’t help it. i go on walks late at night hoping someone will do something but no one does anything. i know this sounds so crazy but i can’t help it anymore i just want to be taken.
i’m tired of feeling like this and i’m exhausted. i think about this all the time.
i don’t know how to help it or fix it and i don’t know what to do. i guess i just need to rant and get opinions i don’t know ive never done this. i do feel ashamed for thinking these things but i can’t help it.
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Do you have possible self-esteem issues? Or past traumas that would warrant these feelings? Also PLEASE don’t walk at night, especially alone, that’s how you get killed. It’s not some fantasy. Those who take others are sadistic and don’t care for you one way or another.
Don’t feel ashamed at what interests you or excites you!