I was an accomplice to ending an unhappy marriage

Met a guy (i’m also a guy) who I didn’t know was married. From a muslim country but very nice down to earth.

I’d heard he was married, but he’s just super feminine I didn’t believe it.

He ended up hitting me up and we started texting. Texting lead to flirting, which lead to him confessing his marriage. He also told me that it’s extremely frowned upon to be gay where he’s from, has never had sex with his wife except for their honeymoon (he couldn’t get hard), which honestly just encouraged me to go for it.

We hooked up, sexted, and his wife ended up finding out he was doing gay shit. Just because he didn’t delete his nudes.

They separated, he insists it’s not my fault & that it would’ve happened regardless (he was on grindr & regularly hooking up with men), but still.

To date, I’m extremely attracted to him. I have not experienced this kind of sexual chemistry in years, and I just cannot bring myself to get with him because of the whole situation. I see him every day which does not help. The guilt eats me alive, but I can not stop thinking about him.