idk what else to say, i dont have anyone in my life i can talk to about concerning this.
it happened almost a year ago & ive been beating myself up about it.
i put myself in that situation so idk i was kind of asking for it.
thankfully though, the std cleared up with antibiotics & ive since been retested multiple times (all came back neg).
idk i just feel so stupid. can i even call it rape? i barely remember what happened but the guy has spent the past year telling anyone who’ll listen. i quit social media & quit talking to everyone.
I cant even look at myself without feeling disgusted
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Report him to the police. Sorry this happened to you.
Drugs are bad stay away from them
If you didn’t consent, then it’s rape. Don’t blame yourself for this
I’m really sorry you’re feeling this way and I want to be very clear: what happened to you was not your fault. You did not ask for it, and nothing you did or didn’t do means you deserved to be hurt. It was rape, even if your memory is foggy or even if you were using substances. Consent requires full, informed agreement, and when someone is under the influence or incapable of giving that, it cannot be considered consent.
It’s completely understandable that you’re feeling overwhelmed, isolated, and even disgusted but those feelings are the result of trauma, not a reflection of your worth. The fact that you’re here talking about it shows strength and courage.
You are not stupid. You are not disgusting. You are a person who went through something deeply wrong, and you deserve care, healing, and peace.
If you’d like, I can help you find support resources near your location or just be here to listen. Whatever you need no pressure. You’re not alone.
This one quote changed my life, if you got bit by a snake, would you run and go get help, heal and get back to life, or would you chase that snake around, ask it why, beat yourself up about getting bit by a snake, stay at home and hide and label yourself as a snake bite victim…that’s literally HOW simple it is, it’s done. You were bit by a snake and you didn’t deserve it and it sucked. Heal mentally. Heal your spirit and soul and get back to life. Why dedicate your entire life and your youth and your years to this snake?
Sending you love and healing
idk why bit I thought about Lil Tracy and Zillakami allegations reading this.. (no I’m not blaming you or anything I jus thought that immediately)
Don’t blame yourself. Shitty moment w a shitty person happens. if you are alive, healthy you can rebuild and enjoy a life still. It happens more often then we all want to acknowledge or admit, life can go on.
I want to harass that idiot.
this isn’t your fault. and this is rape
>i put myself in that situation so idk i was kind of asking for it.
You may have put yourself in that situation, but you were NOT asking for it. You allowed yourself to be vulnerable and piece of shit took advantage of your vulnerable state.
You may have done something a little dumb, but you did not do anything wrong. Learn from it and hope and pray to whatever you believe in that this piece of shit gets what’s coming to him.