I was in a depressive episode, drunk, and really needed some satisfaction, and got lured in by an ad. I decided to go on one of those one-on-one adult camsite websites and just feel horrible afterwards now. I was skipping lots of people, and are just anxious now if someone decided to record me.
I did wear a mask covering my mouth and nose and were muted, my distinct eyes and hair were still shown. I just feel horrible morally too. I’m also just afraid if someone decided to upload a video of me from there on somewhere, even masked.
It’s been a few days since then, but it still makes me feel disgusted in myself.
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It’s totally okay we all do things we regret especially when it comes to being depressed and needing a little release. I’m sure that in this one time no one recorded you and uploaded it somewhere. Just try to breathe and I’m sure everything will all be alright
Don’t worry I get super anxious all the time. I’m a big over thinker so I know how you feel. You are safe and it’s just a private experience that will stay private 🙂
ngl nobody should record u bro everyone else is usually worried about how theyre looking