I(19F) was involved w someone sexually during me and my bfs (19M) break up, how to go from here?

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TL;DR
Title is self explanatory, how do i grow the emotionally intimacy and trust/safety back form here?

so last night i asked if he was unhappy and he said yes. went on to say he always will love me obvious but doesn’t feel in love. i asked if it was situational and he said yea. he asked for all details and i told him. to some it up the guy came over, initiated the sex.. i was unsure but went along. wasn’t in such a good headspace and wasn’t even open or thinking a relationship with my ex was possible or an option at that point. but anyways, i ended up crying less than 5 minutes in and had to ask the guy for space and could he leave… he’s stuck bcs i’ve said im open to sex whiling having feelings of love or in a relationship so why did i willingly consent during this instance. he just started being distant abt three days ago. been about a month since i told him what happened. What should i do in this instance?

december will make us 2 years

Comments

  1. Throw-it-all-away85 Avatar

    Move on. You’re too young to punish yourself through this until he forgives you or whatever. Cheating is when you cheat yourself out of happiness .