I’d rather let my bad health just consume me

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I am only 22 and just about to graduate college. In the last 5 years I developed a lot of health complications. For reference I have 7 pills to take daily right now and a pending major surgery on the way falong with other things. I am honestly thinking of just letting things happen at this point. I don’t want to graduate just to work and earn money to pay my bills and medication. That is not the life I envisioned.

Imagine I work hard to afford to live comfortably but the harder I work the more my health declines, and the more expensive the bills and medication get. I hate that idea. I hate the possible future that awaits me.

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  1. Gloverdoom Avatar

    Wife was 1 year away from bachelors in climate minor physics. Hit with stage 4 cancer bed ridden for 6 months, degenerative bones holes, inner spine. takes 17 pills a day and 2 hospital trips a week (infusion/physical therapy) and developed minor narcolepsy. We think because the large about of meds and chemo trashing her body

    She has gotten on as a grader to help refresh her knowledge b4 she gets back to class to finish up school.