I’m 68 now the story I’m sharing happened when I was 16

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I’ve never told anyone this before, when I was 16 all I cared about was having sex for the first time. I met this girl though friends. She showed me that she found me attractive. I was so hell bent on having sex I didn’t think about her feelings at all. I picked her up took her to my bedroom and had sex. I didn’t care if she enjoyed or not it was was just the sex. Afterwards I drove her near a friend’s house and asked her to go and have him come meet me. As soon as she was out of site I left her to find her own way home.
Why I did this I’ll never understand. But to this day I’ve never forgiven myself for what I did and I never will.

Comments

  1. United-Chocolate-0 Avatar

    Wouldn’t you wanna stay on her good side so you could keep having sex? I never understand why people just abandon a girl after one time, like keep them around so you can get continued sex.

  2. Background-Wait8277 Avatar

    Pretty shitty thing to do not the worst thing tho I’m sure she’s had worse experiences .. I wonder how she’s doin.

  3. SavageHam Avatar

    52 Years of post nut clarity might be a world record gramps.

  4. trophyhusband3 Avatar

    If I told you I did something awful when I was a child, and now I’m an old man who tries to be kind, what advice would you give me? Now give that advice to yourself.

  5. marcus_frisbee Avatar

    Don’t sweat it, it was a normal teenaged thing to do back in 1973. It was a lifetime ago so just let it go.

  6. long-thumb-nails Avatar

    Are you saying you raped her? Took her to your room and didn’t care if she liked it doesn’t sound consensual?

  7. 1VrySxyGuy Avatar

    Find her on Facebook and tell her how you feel.

  8. Last_Ronin69 Avatar
  9. RoxyToxyc Avatar

    damn thats a lot of time

  10. AboveGroundPoolQueen Avatar

    That sounds like rape.

  11. TheMightyMisanthrope Avatar

    I had no idea sex was invented so long ago. And still trending

  12. hindsighthaiku Avatar

    lots of talk about post but clarity, but this sounds like it could have been SA.

  13. tsunamiforyou Avatar

    I bet she was like “whew thank god he left”

  14. farmertrucker23 Avatar

    This is like an episode of cold case

  15. Thin-Bill4533 Avatar

    You got lucky she didn’t scream rape

  16. CVSaporito Avatar

    Did she ever make it home or are you trying to confess about something much worse?

  17. ForTheLoveOfPhotos Avatar

    I looked up 1973 Reddit. The young lady responded with her own post. She was worried that you didn’t like what she did for you and that she wishes she could apologize. She had no way to reach out to you for a second chance.

    Don’t worry, brother. We all make mistakes. Don’t hang on to this thought any longer. She isn’t.

  18. Wonderful-Honey1430 Avatar

    Very terrible. Did you ever receive any karma for it you think? Do you have a daughter by chance?

  19. Upbeat_Anything_1927 Avatar

    Damm, do you know if she got home, OK?

  20. CarlJustCarl Avatar

    And this is your first post. Your family must be so proud.

  21. IrishAengus Avatar

    Was it Catholic shame?

  22. Living_Seat1058 Avatar

    Hahahhaha you are heaven bound after this joke

  23. lemmegetadab Avatar

    This reminded me of something I did that was very similar when I was around 18 or so. This was almost 20 years ago and in the my space days. These days everyone knows about catfish, but it wasn’t as well known in the early days with social media.

    Anyway, I thought I hit the jackpot. This girl looked absolutely beautiful. But as you know when I got to her house, she was about 200 pounds more than what I thought and not very attractive.

    She basically just jumped on me when I got into the house and the post nut clarity Just had me thinking how I’m gonna get out of here. I tried to make up a story about being tired, so I was gonna go get some coffee from Dunkin’ Donuts, but I think she knew what I was doing and she would insist she came with me.

    So we both went to Dunkin’ Donuts lol. When we got back to the house, I’m walking in there with a tray of coffee but left the donuts in the car on purpose. When we walk into the house, I put the coffee down and say “oh shit I forgot the donuts and I walk outside.

    I get into my car and start it and as I’m driving away, I look in the rearview mirror and see her running towards my car like a fucking terminator, waving her arms in the air. It’s the most cringe I’ve ever felt in my life to this day.

  24. errantwit Avatar

    So it’s the early 1970s, I’ll assume it was consensual -ish — to me it does sound like the definition of awkward teenage sex and poor social skills.

    I was a very active 16 year old boy once., I remember acting shitty in retrospect. Not SA shitty, but inept shitty.

    Young people, at that age, also can’t fully grasp consent – especially in OPs times fresh off the Summer of Love era and kids looking up to these hippies. Things were different.

    Kids should not be engaging in the old in out in out. It’s a mental trick, a perceived shortcut to adulthood and it’s not worth it.

    But I must say, and it isn’t clear, If it wasn’t consensual, then that’s a miserable shame, and continue suffering, sir. I hope you’ve done good to the world, at least, to balance out that violence you committed.

  25. c0nst_variable Avatar

    If you know her where she lives, go talk to her and let her know you’re sorry for that, I’m sure she’ll be over it long ago. Its never too late.
    Dont think, just do it.

  26. scoutblueenzo Avatar

    You’re a rapist. Don’t tell us- tell your family what you are.

  27. CourageOrdinary5947 Avatar

    yeah you were a prick fs but it’s good you learned from it (fairly quickly i hope)

  28. Sarcastic-as-F-dude Avatar

    Did look her up on Facebook maybe she had your kid and you never knew.

  29. Creepy_Ad_9229 Avatar

    Yup. Dique move.

  30. OldRedditWasCrazy Avatar

    Sooo, you’re admitting to being a rapist?

  31. dr_tardyhands Avatar

    Haha, oh my God, that’s awful!

    Uhh. She’s probably much more over it than you are by this point. You didn’t like ruin her life or anything. But that’s still .. just ridiculously bad behaviour.

    But yes. Teenage boys can be quite smart about some things, but emotional intelligence is not one of those things. Dumb as bricks with that stuff, they are.

    This makes me cringe really hard, but I vaguely remember being of similar age and one girl, who was a friend of a friend, kind of cornering me at a party and telling me she has a crush on me. I hadn’t noticed at all and didn’t find her attractive at all. But it was still making me feel a bit flustered. How did I deal with the situation? Couldn’t compute it, malfunctioned, and I think I told her to ‘fuck off’. I just wanted out of the situation, wasn’t into it, didn’t want to talk about it, and had apparently 0 tools to deal with any of it like a human being.

  32. theblitz6794 Avatar

    Finally an actual confession

    Interesting how redditors respond

  33. Mandojim Avatar

    Some 52 year old guy is now wondering if you are his daddy.

  34. Uncle-Scary Avatar

    Dad…… is that you?

  35. DevAnxiety Avatar

    At least you have grown. We all have done things as teens that today baffle us I think

  36. Redmudgirl Avatar

    Your story sounds like you raped her.

  37. Efficient-Depth-6975 Avatar

    You could try looking her up. Tell her that you think about her. Do something very nice for her.

  38. ThanklessTask Avatar

    Did it shape you to be a better person through your life?

    if it did, well, whilst you can’t take it back, you can rest that you used it to be that better person.

    If you ignored it, or let it consume you and be a nasty person, GTFO.

  39. Swimming-Disaster101 Avatar

    Sounds like you were just a dip shit. Unless there’s underlying issues here, like you sexually assaulted her or she didn’t fully consent to sex but you made her, then that’s a whole other ball game.

    But if you just boinked her and not caring if she got off, then just abandoned her along the road. It’s time to let it go.

  40. Niche_Expose9421 Avatar

    To never forgive yourself might be a little excessive… I mean, yeah what a fucking shitty thing to do. Did you ever do something like that again? Or did you live your life everyday in some fashion to offset that act? At the end of the day, this happened 52 years ago. I’m glad you felt like shit for awhile, but to never forgive yourself is unnecessary.

  41. GrapeSeed007 Avatar

    Was the sex good?

  42. Emotional-King8593 Avatar

    You had a child by her

  43. Mundane-Pea3480 Avatar

    Well that does have a slightly rapey tone to it, can you clarify that grey area for us a bit?