He’s been saying absolutely horrible things to me and I think I’ve gotten to the part where all the bad things outweigh the “I love yous”. Last night I had a dream about him doing something horrible and then me searching for him, trying to get him back. I never used to be the kind of person who would let someone treat me like this. Things got really really bad yesterday. I don’t know how he says these things when he loves me.
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if you knew for sure he doesn’t really love you, would you be free? if you were the one who decides what loving you looks like, would you know?
You know what the answer is. I wish you strength and happiness.