My best friend (M30) and I (F29) developed feelings for each other in the last year and a half and begun casually having sex. Neither of us wanted anything serious I knew he had found me attractive in the past and I had a string of heartbreaks. I had recently moved back to our area and needed a comfort I suppose. Recently I found out I’m pregnant and I might be burying the lead here but while being his 4th child I’ll also be his 4th babymama. I care about him but I’m ashamed after so many years of giving him shit I’ve gone and simply joined his roster. What’s funny/sad is all of us are similar sizes and race while he is white. I hope I’m not just a fetish for him. He’s excited and can’t wait for the baby. He’s a great father but is irresponsible with his family planning and at least for 2 of the other mothers thought with his dick and I might even be the newest example of that. I know he’ll take care of us but I just can’t believe I let this happen.