I’m disgusting looking it has ruined my life

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I need help, man. I genuinely don’t want to live anymore. My hairline has been receding so bad, and I’m very unattractive looking. I’ve never had a girlfriend, and I’m 26. I have a fissured tongue, which is genetic and has no cure. Please don’t look it up; it looks disgusting. I also have a very large forehead and some acne scars. I have autism. It’s like I was given the worst genetics ever. I just don’t understand why I wasn’t born normal. Please help, I don’t know what to do; it might be too late.