I don’t know what’s wrong with me, I want to change and be better but I just have zero motivation. I smoke weed, I vape and I jerk off like twice a day, and that feeling is amazing I don’t have love or comfort so I found it in that, I yearn for it and I don’t know how to not want it, I know it’s ruining me but like I like seeing some cute feet and tits and just jerking off and nutting out my shitty day. I know it’s ruining my life but old habits die hard and being horny all the time, and sometimes I’ll catch myself looking at women in public but I really try not to, if you read this far thank you for listening.