I’m just so tired and done

I’m a 21 female and my boyfriend is 22, we started dating when I was 19 just little bit before I had my daughter and have been dating for over and yeah and a half. He’s an absolute sweetheart and has semi been there for through some tough times. However the last six months it feels like he doesn’t care about me. I’ve asked countless times to see him, to just watching a movie together or comfort me when I’m in the middle of break down.

He makes no effort to see me, in the last six months alone I can only count four times he’s come to see me. The last being when he helped fix my tire last month. I just don’t know what to do, I love him so much but I can’t keep doing this. I need someone who is willing to put in the effort to see me and love me. If I can make time when I have a toddler and work full time during the night I expect someone to make time for me as well.

It is not that hard and I’ve talked to him about it before and he just says he’s sorry and never changes. I’m so emotionally drained and tired from crying all because of a man. I know I’m not the most beautiful girl but when he acts like this I feel so hideous.