This relationship is tearing down my mental health more and more, yet I can’t stop clinging to my boyfriend like a damn mutt.
I need him more than anything in the world. I know he doesn’t want me anymore.
He’s slowly replacing me with some fucker he met online despite knowing me for years longer. He doesn’t pay any attention to me, and I’m so tired of pretending I actually like his other partner.
All he does is talk about them, saying shit like ‘oh I wish my baby was online’ when we’re hanging out. Why do they matter so much? Are they better than me? More handsome? Funnier?
Despite all of this I can’t bring myself to break up with him, I still love him I think. But what’s the point of staying if they keep him more entertained than me?
I’m jealous, more than anything in the world. I miss what me and him had. I want to tell him how much its hurting me, but I don’t want him to get mad. I don’t know what to do aside from silently suffering from jealousy and constant thoughts of self-doubt…
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Well, you deserve what you allowđ¤ˇđ˝ââď¸ You know your worth, you recognize what you’re feeling, and I’m a 100% sure that you know in your heart what you should do. A person that loves you will not make you feel the way you’re feeling now. Do you want to keep feeling this feeling???
love yourself and leave, i know itâs hard and find that something you love
Yeah that poly shit is weird to me, I remember a woman a work friend wanted me to date eventually got in one, shame because damn she was hot lol, I think her poly relationship lasted about a good 7 months? Stated to me she didn’t like feeling left out of event and the other girl would keep trying to argue with her, eventually she left it and those two was just talking shit about her and all, I honestly never seen one work and personally I prefer being with one woman, no offense but two of yall?? đ
You hold your feelings for him in pretty high regard, but staying quiet about this will inevitably make you more and more bitter and resentful. I get being scared theyâll leave, but I feel like not speaking up will have the same effect. The only difference is that youâll be the only one of the two mourning the relationship as it deteriorates.
Iâm sorry youâre going through this though. Poly relationships are really hard and IMO a full time job unless you happen to have the temperament to feel neutral or excited about your partnerâs partner
Poly-mono… you mean you’re being cheated on. You can’t be both poly and mono at the same time it’s self contradictory. If that’s some bullshit he’s fed you I understand but seriously just get out, accept the hurt, use it to grow and move on.
It’s going to suck but you will come out stronger. If he’s Poly and you are monogamous, he can’t go sleeping around that’s not how it works.