I don’t mean it as a brag. I got three papers accepted this year, writing my fourth, with my advisor aiming for fifth for me to graduate. Over the course of past five years, I’ve published 6 papers.
I feel dead and foggy. I have no motivation to think. I’d just keep writing / doing what I know instead of reading more and being creative. I don’t know what to do.
My papers are good enough to win awards (said by my advisor) but I just can’t think what visuals / graphs I can add. It’s just text-heavy manuscripts with 20 pages of text, nothing aesthetic. In a nutshell, I don’t have any energy to think out of the box.
What should I do? I’m also proposing next week. I feel like I just wanna get out of here but my advisor’s comments on putting 20% extra effort to make the paper brilliant has gotten to me.
Edit: He’s not toxic about it, I just feel like I’m not doing a goob job and losing my chance at getting some recognition despite having the skillset just because of the lack of motivation / fogginess.
Edit 2: I have decided to just propose and miss the mid-september deadline for the upcoming conference and try again next year. I just have no bandwidth to do data analysis and write an entire paper in two weeks. Thanks all.
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His motto: 3 best papers > 10 average papers. 😭😭😭
The supervisor only wants brilliant pieces as long as he is co-author, right?
You’ve done coursework, research, teaching, and 6 publications with the pressure to write more, and you’re wondering why you’re feeling foggy and dead?
You need a month of Netflix and going for leisurely strolls. Maybe a coffee at the cafe. Sit on a bench and watch the ducks. Sit down with an old guy to play chess. Listen to Satie and smoke a pipe.
you need a vacation with an open bar and zero internet for a week. and more dinners with friends and loved ones. get your self worth and energy untied from your work, you’ve done enough