Is she likely not coming back?

I (26 f) got close with a woman (28f)who has a history of trauma and likely untreated bipolar disorder. Over about 3 months, we got emotionally and physically close (no sex, but kissing and touching). I even gave her a good amount of money when she didn’t have a job which she hasn’t relayed me since she won’t talk to me. I started developing strong feelings for her. She has a pattern of running when things get hard.

After feeling rejected, I sent her a message bringing up guys she had allegedly been with asking how they are better than me and I called the guys ugly. I apologized the same day, and she responded saying I need to think before I talk and said she only been with 2 of them and downplayed a date. She also said she feels a certain way be she feels I only think about having sex with her. I apologized again but she left it on read. Two weeks later, I asked if she was ever going to talk to me again, and that’s when she blocked me. I’m struggling to let go and don’t know if she’ll ever reach out again. Just trying to understand what happened and how to cope. Any insight?

TLDR; Got close to a woman with trauma and likely bipolar disorder. We bonded emotionally and physically (no sex), and I gave her money when she was struggling. I caught feelings, but after feeling rejected, I lashed out over her past with guys, then apologized. She responded once, then ignored me and blocked me two weeks later.