So, I am not sure if this is the right sub because technically we do not have a relationship atm.
We were great partners for two years. Then we went through a difficult phase in our lifes, and I handled this time extremely bad. I am bad at communicating and expressing my needs and that difficult time really broke me. I felt the only option for me was to break up with her. (3 months ago)
Since then we continued talking to each other, trying to stay friends or maybe even rekindling our relationship with dates and quality time.
Although I said otherwise during our break up, I never stopped loving her. When I think about my future I know I need her in it. A few weeks ago we stopped talking and texting with each other, because the situation was extremely difficult for us. For me, every day was worse than the day before, I am having the worst time in my live.
She is quite bad at being alone and had a few dates with another person in these weeks. Hearing this was incredibly heartbreaking for me, as ut crushed every hope of healing us somehow. We both have worked on each other during the time and I really hoped we could try it again.
She still seems to care about me, although I am not sure anymore as to what extend.
Do you think there is any way I could fix things, because I really know I need her as a part of my live. I hate myself for my bad decision to end things and am very unsure if there is any possibility for us anymore.
Any advice on how I could I approach this is appreciated.
TL;DR Was completely overwhelmed by our situation, break up seemed like my only option, how can I fix this now?
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Have you worked through your communication issues? What have you done to heal? Has she expressed that she might still want to be with you? Have you done therapy?
It sounds like you may have a while yet and some work to do before getting into any relationship.