Isaac Newton has been torturing me with derivation and integration confusion

I want to get my bachelor’s degree as early as possible

However, Calc 1 has been more painful than expected

I have attempted the final exam a couple of times and didn’t pass it once

I did get a 57% on my most recent retake attempt. However, the passing threshold is a 70%

I’M NOT EVEN FLUNKING CALC SO BADLY THAT I SHOULD DROP OUT. I’M ONLY 13% AWAY FROM PASSING.

I am allowed another exam retake attempt.