I’ve been having extremely visual dreams and thoughts about being pregnant.

By the title this may seem like something that wouldn’t be a confession but it is, for me at least. Me, an 18 year old girl who is just starting with her life and is starting college in September is thinking of getting pregnant. I have been in a relationship for 4 years now and these thoughts started occurring when I had my first actual pregnancy scare like a month ago. A condom was broken, and even though I took a plan B, I was anxious, of course. Since I’m still in school, wanting a future, with a career and a well paying job I logically didn’t want a baby, especially while being 18. So I took a pregnancy test, waiting for the results. Of course , it was negative. But I was disappointed. I didn’t know why, but I didn’t let it get into my head and I continued on with my day. Ever since then, I’ve been having extremely visual dreams and thoughts throughout the day of being pregnant, giving birth , even holding my baby and breastfeeding it. I honestly don’t know what’s happening in my mind , I’m not ovulating , my first time having sex was years ago and I’m not on my period, so I’m ruling out anything that has to do with my hormone levels. I really don’t know what’s going on in my head, all of this has been obviously distracting me. I haven’t talked to anyone about it and honestly, I feel abnormal.