To those who might not understand: I was actively aware of the fact that I was going insane. It was caused by a manic episode of bipolar disorder.
I would hear things, see things, have terrible visions of scary figures when I tried to sleep at night, I’d often have intrusive thoughts of hurting myself or others, and it got so bad at some point that my mind formed a whole imaginary persona that I would speak to and interact with.
I was able to recover, thankfully, but I still remember what is was like. I’m here to answer any questions you guys might have regarding the experience if anyone is curious, as I know this is something most people would see as a top-tier nightmare.
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I’m what ways was this experience insightful?
Tina, is that you? The other Tina is over chilling. Looking for a3rd
What insights did you gain about the wider world, human psyche and the nature of existence through this experience?