I am feeling unimaginable levels of grief and guilt and pain and heartbreak right now. I just had to say goodbye to my sweet tortie kitty a few hours ago. I miss her so much already. She was one of my four cats and I love them like they’re my children. I don’t care if that’s weird, they are everything to me and I feel like I just lost a part of myself. My sweet Nova had unfortunately developed an aggressive and untreatable cancer in a tumor under her tongue and I just couldn’t let her suffer anymore. I feel horrible being the one to make the decision even though multiple vets assured me that I was making the right choice for her. I feel so bad for my three other cats who don’t understand that she isn’t coming home… I love them all so much. I miss my sweet Stinky girl. She was turning 5 years old next month. Life is so unfair.
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You did good mama. She is not in pain anymore and she’ll cherish you forever for making the right choice.
I agree it is unfair, she was so young, but cancer doesn’t discriminate. Hug your cats and tell them your best memories of her, they might not know all the words, but they will hear your love. Wishing you all the best.