just very lost

r/

I don’t know if I’m doing this right and I think I’m a little older than the average crowd of this sub, but I was orphaned at 16 and haven’t really made any personal growth since due to unstable family and unsafe living situations, but here goes. I moved state with my boyfriend (we had been dating for a year or so at the time this was during covid) several years ago when I was doing online SW and making okayish money, but have since stopped because it was not making me happy and the connections I had made were toxic. I got a local serving job because that’s what I had done prior, and what I’ve kinda always done and have been working there for a while but I do not make very much money (~2k ish/mo). we are breaking up now due to irreconcilable differences that we both should’ve noticed sooner but didn’t, and I don’t know what to do or where to go. I don’t have anything saved (my fault I know) and I don’t think I know how to do anything else. I just feel useless and defeated and lost. my family isn’t really an option I don’t think they have room for me even if they would take me in.