I’m completely pathetic, I’ll never find love or anything close to it. I’m too messed up emotionally, physically, and I’ve got a micro penis. I just don’t deserve to live, my therapist thinks I have avoidant personality disorder and ADHD. These are both recent diagnosis’s and I’m 31. I’ve had a couple failed suicide attempts and I just wish I’d have the courage to go through with it.
For a long time I wished a could have a relationship, but I realize I’d just be wasting their time and setting myself up for rejection. I’ve already had a couple people reject me for being too small. I know it’s not anyone else’s problem, who would want to put up with a micro penis, it’s just not realistic. I hope I have the courage to end things