I am kind of spooked by this and I think I fcked up. This girl and I grew up together and I always thought she was my soulmate. I would give anything you go back in time and actually make things work. We dated 3 years ago and during this time, she slept either another guy and got pregnant.
We stopped talking completely and she kept trying to contact me, but I completely dissociated with her. A couple weeks ago I bought my first home (small and humble but it’s mine) and finally I have been doing super well.
Her mother is amazing friends with mine so she came over to help me settle down and clean up the house. I am proud of what I worked for and to my surprise, the last time my mother and her mother came over for dinner she tagged along. I was kind of happy, but also hurt to see her face again.
We talked a bit and since I last saw her I got a bunch of tattoos. She started touching me and asking to see all my mew pieces and asked if she could see the ones under my shirt too. I think this was just her excuse to touch me and we both got kind of in the mood for it and before I actually got to putting it in her, I asked if she had any condoms and she said no, but she was on birth control (some sort of injection).
We had a good time and after that incident we started hanging out again and she comes over to help me around the house a bit. We kept the sex going and the last time we fucked she was dirty talking and she said something along the lines of “please cum inside me I really want to have your baby”.
Afterwards I asked why she said that and I thought she was on birth control. She got nervous and told me she was and that she was just really into the moment. Now I am kind of scared because what if I have a kid??? How do I find out if she actually is on Birth control?