I (21F) don’t know what to think anymore. My boyfriend (25M) has stopped replying to my texts. He still sends me Snapchats and posts stories, but won’t respond to anything I say.
I’ve been extremely anxious and sick over this. I keep vomiting from the stress. I cheated on him recently, and I don’t know if he knows or not. I’m in love with him, and what happened wasn’t planned — I was really drunk, and the guy manipulated me. I deeply regret it.
Here’s the full story: I went to his city without telling him. When he found out, he messaged me, “Why didn’t you tell me?” I was out partying at the time and didn’t reply right away. Later, I said, “Why didn’t you suggest anything then?” and he just replied, “Have fun.”
After I came back, I tried calling him and telling him how much I wanted to see him, especially because he’s leaving the country soon for work. But he didn’t answer. He kept sending snaps and posting stories, just not responding to me.
Now he’s gone, and every time I see his photos, I cry. I don’t know if it’s over or not. I feel lost. I just want him to answer. I love him so much. I don’t know what to do.
TL;DR:
I (21F) cheated on my boyfriend (25M) while drunk and manipulated, and I don’t know if he found out. He stopped replying to my texts but still posts stories and sends snaps. I feel sick and heartbroken. I love him and don’t know if the relationship is over or what to do.