Hi guys I have a confession to make, As I have started to work a few days back, I think I have come to an realisation that there nowhere I can gain happiness, why because whenever I achieve something I don’t feel any happiness from it, I just feel ki haa bc ek chiz to khatam ho gyi. And again I think this is a bit cruel on my soul but I think i am not makde for love but whomever I meet, they are yk like happy in love n shit but bc maine konsi kaali billi marri hai ki I don’t deserve love, I guess it has to do something with my appearance because I feel ki I look very intimidating like its just not me but I have spoken with many people they have suggested me to smile a little bit, so yeah 👍 I guess, but bc agar andar se haasi nahi aa rhi thi mai kaise hasu🙂. And yeah I think ki this is the end of teenage life and become a guy who just earns and sleeps and works.
PS. THIS IS NOT COMING AFTER BREAKUP
it is just what I have genuinely felt after speaking with people and my surroundings.
And thank you guys for reading my shitty life story and have a good night🤜🤛