My brother and his GF had sex in the room with me, and I stole their sextape.

My brother and his girlfriend (she is one of my best friends) have been dating for about 4 years. She has almost no boundaries with people she is close with, and would regularly do things that are weird/inappropriate, like making the trip from the bathroom to her bedroom fully naked when the common space is shared, or share details about her sex life that would usually be way TMI. She has always been attractive to me, and though I have never had any intention of dating her or anything of the sort, I was not going to complain about these things. In fact, it was exciting to me, and since my brother hadn’t asked her to stop, I didn’t feel too bad about it.

A couple years ago, my brother, his GF, and I were sharing a room for a couple days since we were all staying at my mom’s house for Christmas. On Christmas eve, we all got very drunk, and his GF asked if it was ok if they had sex in the room. I was caught off guard, since that’s not something anybody else I know would ask, but I also got excited and said yeah that’s fine, as casually as I could manage. A couple hours later, they think I am asleep, and they start going at it. They were obviously trying to be quiet not to wake me, but while my brother was trying to keep them covered up, his GF was actively removing the blankets as if she wanted me to watch.

One day, she was going to show me some photos of her and some friends in her Snapchat “My Eyes Only” and had forgotten that she and my brother had recorded 4 short videos of them having sex in different positions. Instead of being embarrassed and closing it or freaking out like most people would, she clicked on them and showed them to me. This turned me on a LOT. Since we are/were good friends, I knew the password to her phone and her my eyes only (since she had opened it in front of me on multiple occasions). That night I went into their room while they were asleep, took her phone into the bathroom, sent the videos to myself, saved them to my phone, unsent the messages so there was no indication of what I had done, and returned her phone.

This happened about 2 years ago now, and I still use those videos. I know it’s wrong and I should never have invaded their privacy, even if I was showed the videos before, but something about the taboo nature of watching my brother with his GF is irresistible to me.