So i was with my now ex for about 2 years we known each other for years beforehand and she knew how i was and how very introverted i was but the last several months she was getting tired of it because she enjoys going out and wanted me too but its usually too much for me and today she left me because of the differences. I was expecting it so i was preparing my brain for it to try to ease it but now that I’m sitting alone it just hits me that i am alone again. It wasn’t a good relationship the past few months but still we did have a connection. I just don’t know how to feel. I struggle with my emotions because of being on the spectrum that was a big part of my diagnosis. It just hard to actually feel right now. I honestly just don’t know how to process it