My girlfriend was the most wonderful and sweet girl ever. She was trans but was living with a transphobic family in the middle east. Nobody accepted her but she fought and tried hard. She was a strong fighter but she took her own life on Wednesday. She was only 19. We met online but she was the best person ive ever met. She was really kind and a really great listener. She was very intelligent and she had a very big heart. She helped me woth my school work and she always listened to me and made sure to always help me out in my tough times. She was always kind to everyone around her but nobody was kind to h er. Nobody accepted her or treated her well. She deserved everything in the whole world but life was never fair to her. Despite everything she fought so hard for so long. I was so proud of her. Her parents never deserved her but she deserved everything. No matter how much I say about it its less. The world was a better place with her in it and im sure that if she got the support and love and acceptence that she deserved then she would go on to do great things in the future and help a lot of people. She always thought about everyone else before her and she always loved helping people. Since she is no longer here I hope that she finds peace in heaven.
I know this is not about me but I dont want to live without her. I want to follow the same path that she did and hopefully I get to meet her in heaven. I hope that I get to give her all the love and happiness and acceptence forever in heaven because she fully deserves it
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I’m sorry for your loss. She truly sounded like an amazing person. Please don’t follow her though, no one else could remember her the way you do and a part of her would die a second time with you. Live your life to the fullest, for yourself but also for her and what you both could have been. She probably would want you to strive and be happy.
Please consider talking to a mental health professional, you deserve to get help to navigate through grief.
I’m so sorry for your loss but taking your own life isn’t the answer. She sounded like an amazing person. It’s going to hurt for some time but don’t take your own life, instead consider therapy perhaps to help work through these feelings.
She was a man pretending to be a woman, not a “girl”, and probably mentally disturbed long before you met her. Also, there is no such thing as “heaven” so stop deluding yourself that you will meet him there in some imaginary place. Once you are dead you are dead.
I’m so sorry for your loss. Just try to keep moving forward do things you know she would be proud of you for. (I’m also deeply sorry for Snead_Urn’s comment they need to have a lesson on religious beliefs and supporting the LGBTQ plus community, that was unacceptable. Never let people like that decipher what you feel. Your feelings are valid.)