I’m gonna keep this short without much detail but, give a little background.
I’m the youngest of 4 siblings (if we’re talking biologically). My family isn’t perfect, none of us are. My oldest brother and sister share a dad meanwhile, me and my brother share a dad as well so, we’re all related via our mom.
My oldest siblings lost their dad in late 2019 I believe meanwhile, me and my brother had lost our father in late 2021.
So, our mother is the only parent we had left except, she was really sick.
I don’t wanna give too much detail in fear some family members may find this post but, she had been diagnosed with breast cancer and didn’t do anything to prevent it from spreading.
My mom is in her mid forties. My siblings ages go from mid 20s to me, mid teen. I haven’t graduated high school yet as I’m still in school but, I’ve already lost both my parents.
I believe I’m still in shock, I can’t fully grasp that everything is really happening. That yes, MY mother had passed and that life’s just gonna keep going. I feel like I haven’t even fully recovered from my father’s death.
I’ve got a great support system but, it’s going to take a long while before I feel like whole again. My mom is my best friend, I told her everything and anything. Wherever she went I always loved to follow. I feel like she took a part of me with her, I don’t know how I can function healthily without her.
I guess I’ll have to see this day by day.