I just found this community and thought of making a confession. I am surprised by the number of followers in this community.
Currently I am 19M. When I was young between the age of 12 – 16. I was violent with my mom. I didn’t like when she hits me. So I hit her back even I made her fell down accidentally. I used harmful words on her. I made her cry. At this moment while I am writing this I feel really really shame on myself.
However, I didn’t do these stupid things by intend. I am clearly not justifying myself for my stupid actions. It was like I am acting fully out off my control. Now, thinking back I regret what I had done. There were days that we haven’t talked for months. In between this I father was struggling to manage the things between both of us. Moreover, I’ve been the reason for their fight many times.
I love my mom more than anything in the world. Forever. She has short temper. She acts before even thinking. Nevertheless, I have to understand her and act accordingly like what I am doing now.
I really want to say I am sorry mom. I was wrong. I hope my actions were forgiven. I love you.
Do you guys did the similar thing. Share with me so that Icould feel a little better.
Comments
I did a similar thing i think you should say sorry to your mom
It sounds like your mom is toxic and you’re reacting to that.
It’s okay. You were a kid. It’s not who you are now, let yourself off the hook. It’s time.
If she beat you first, your use of violence is excused