sad birthday man.

hi ppl, its my birthday in about an hour and Im feeling prettyy shit about it . . im at a lonely point in my life one could say and i cant bear walking around uni tomorrow when i know exactly all of those half friends of mine wont remember, the thought of it is making me sit in a corner and doomscroll. and yep, idk how to get out of this mood rn, and id greatly appreciate sb to take my mind of it, have a chat. talk about whatever to me tbh but if you want a topic, i like cinema, recently watched the 2 kill bills again … :p or tell me about whats up in your life thats keeping you down, we could make it a kind vent thingy :p whatever you feel like. would be glad if sb wants to chat