Help me
Am I bi? And how do I bring this up In a relationship with a female. I’m what most people consider very masculine M (25)
Since I was little, I’ve always enjoyed wearing panties and bras throughout my teenage years. I never really thought about doing it as I got into my early 20s. I got married to my now ex-wife and started wearing her panties and thongs and bras and lingerie. Eventually, we tried pegging and I really enjoyed it And I started wearing panties almost daily to the point where I bought my own fast forward my wife decides that she’s lesbian and wants a divorce and during this process tries to convince me that I’m actually gay or bisexual because I enjoy wearing those things and liked pegging. That if I like the dildo, a real dick would feel better through all the emotions of the divorce. It was messing with my head a lot I started questioning myself. I’ve never really found men attractive, only women, but did she have a point what I like it wouldn’t feel better. This drove me insane to the point where I had to know I have in fact tried sleeping with a man since and I thoroughly enjoyed the physical aspect of it. I enjoy wearing the panties and the bras in the lingerie. I feel sexy and something about being fucked feels so good Being able to come without having to do anything it’s a different kind of orgasm even though I have had sex with men and enjoyed it, I still have a constant war going on in my head where after the fact, I feel disgusted by it, I’m generally not attracted to men and have tried several times to consider dating a man and I just can’t do it. It doesn’t appeal to me. Just the sex does. I’m now worried it may cause issues in any future relationships I have with women how am I supposed to tell a girl that I enjoy these things that I like wearing panties and that anal feels good. I don’t even know if I’m considered by because I don’t find men attractive somebody please help me understand this better.