Sex was so good I had to write an erotica about it

So like the title says, I’ve been into smut since I was a teenager and I would imagine things I would do with my future partner, and now I’ve been in a relationship for almost 2 years now and he’s so good in bed that every time it’s like I’m sent to heaven. He just really knows what to do. So last night for some reason I was so attracted to him, he’s my boyfriend of course, but something about him last night made me so obsessed, smelling him and seeing him smile made me so horny already. He looked so good and god his face and his jawline and his arms that he just worked out, made me drool mentally. After our date last night we went back to my place to watch a movie, we both got high and started cuddling and things led to another, and I don’t know how but he makes me s q u i r t 30 seconds of being in me and after our hour long session last night, I’m still giddy and on cloud nine, it’s the next day! He has this effect on me like this dick is magic and he just put a spell on me but I love this man so much, and I want to just give him head of the century. I bought a journal recently to let off some steam and anger problems but instead of using to let out rage, I started writing an erotica with chapters and I plan to just write out our sex life to the very last detail in my personal journal for me to read now and then or whenever I miss him. Is this weird? Am I weird for this?