Trigger warning: death, ending their own life
My friend took his life 24 hours ago. Hadn’t spoken to him in a couple of years. He had gotten married and was trying to work on the marriage.
I’ve been so mad at him all day. I think the anger is hiding the sadness thinking he left this world feeling anguish. But I’m mad at him for leaving us. He was so loved.
I can’t sleep. I have PT in five hours and work in six.
If you’re reading this, and you’ve ever been or get to the feeling that it’s your only answer, please reach out to others.