Some people I trusted broke that trust in the past. I don’t know why they did it.
I was hurt and angry at them in the past. Now I think I am just numb when I think about it.
There are times I wonder whether the reason I am hypersexual is mybpast traumas.
I guess there is nothing I can do even if it is.
Not even my bestfriend knows about the things I went through and i don’t feel like sharing it with people I know irl bcz I am worried they would judge me or blame me for it
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Talk to a professional, like a therapist
My wife was consistently molested by a family friend from the ages of 3-8. She is definitely hypersexual. I don’t think that trauma automatically makes you that way, but I believe in the case of my wife this experience from a very young age conditioned her to equate acceptance and value with sex. Just from observing her this is my belief.