Survived 6 months of hell, AMA

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I’ll just list the things that happened in chronological order.

  • my ex gf took her life in January
  • I had an alcohol overdose on my birthday and was left stranded in the cold in a red robin parking lot, having to walk home over an hours way in March
  • I was forced to move out because the landlord after already taking the money agreement for another year of my mom and I’s rental decided to sell the property in April
  • Grandmother had a heart attack in April
  • My dog got out while moving and into a fight, which fucked up my finger really bad trying to stop it and have lost most feeling in it since (May)
  • Went out of town to help my grandma clean up a storage unit due to her heart problems now, while out of town my mom on a fentanyl induced mania euthanized my cat. when I came back home that’s when I discovered the drugs (June)

This was about 2 years ago now, doing a lot better. feel free to ask about anything!

Comments

  1. PixelPhantom42 Avatar

    How did you experience your life right after June?

  2. sername_generic Avatar

    I’ve had a pretty shit year myself.

    • My nan got diagnosed with Alzheimer’s

    • My girlfriend (now ex-girlfriend) fucked my best friend (now ex-best friend) in the house the three of us lived in

    • I had a suicide attempt and got detained and put on suicide watch in hospital due to the previous reason

    • I basically become homeless, relying on crashing at family’s places

    • I lost my job because of the suicide attempt and inability to work

    • I crashed my car and couldn’t afford to fix it because I had no job. I no longer have a car.

    • I developed a dependency on alcohol to cope with all of this shit

    • I moved across the country to try to get a hard reset and ended up stacking hard on a god damned e-scooter and fucking up my knee to the point I now probably require surgery

    I’m not saying I’m any worse off, but from one shit magnet to another, I hope things really have turned around for you.

    I’m very, very sorry about the loss of your girlfriend.