I don’t know why i feel the way i do about this, but the whole process just makes me feel uncomfortable and repulsed. The swollen belly, especially at full term that looks like it’s full to the point of bursting creeps me the fuck out.
Sacrificing 9 months of your life for gradually increasing pain until it finally culminates in agonizing pain. Pushing a tiny human out of your vagina, covered in shit too no less. I just find the whole thing so gross.
I realize this is probably my hang up, I can’t change my stance on that as much as I’ve tried to. I just can’t get used to it, maybe there’s a phobia of it or something idk. I just really needed to put this somewhere!