I’ve been been getting back into some of my past hobbies lately and one of those hobbies is writing, I’m not a great writer but I think I’m pretty decent. One of the genres I like to write about is erotica and my skills are a little rusty. This is where I messed up. I’ve been texting this guy and I mentioned in previous conversations that I am able to write smut lol. I told him that I may send him a sample piece, well I did last night not really thinking about it. When I woke up this morning and read what I sent I realized that I had made a huge mistake in sending it. It’s was written with the half brain cell I had left for the day and I was distracted so it’s not good at all. I was going to delete the messages but of course I fell asleep and now I can’t. Thankfully (I guess?)I know he’s not going to see it until Monday but now I don’t know if I should apologize for my half brain cell writing or just try and forget about it and wait for his response. I’m so embarrassed right now and can’t believe that this happened.
TLDR I fucked up by attempting to write a snippet of erotica and sent it to the person I’ve been talking to in a text message that he’s not going see until Monday and I’m quietly dying inside.