TIFU by venting off a bit too much of the crazy in public

So to start this is an older story but I heard the song mentioned in it and it just reminded me of it. So a while back I was dating someone who had, lets just say some deep insecurity’s. What did I know I was a stupid 20 something in love. Well she had a nasty habit of constantly infaring or outright accusing me of cheating. Now at the time I hadn’t and honestly it was the farthest thing from my mind. Eventually though as things like that have a tendency to do it wore on me so bad to the point that I eventually did. I know not an excuse, just explaining. So some friends took me out to a bar that was doing Karaoke to cheer me up post break up cause yea obvious we broke up after that. I was just content to watch drunks warble out journey on stage while nursing my whiskey when I see it in the list, Henry Rollins Band – Liar. I’m not sure what possessed me to put my name on the list but sure enough I did. Now for those of you who haven’t heard the song its a wonderful little ditty that starts off in spoken word then into song then back and fourth throughout the song. The spoken word parts are him speaking to a girl he’s attempting to court and bring down her defenses because lets face it like most women she’s been hurt before. Then the intensity of the song ramps up like a damn hockey stick with him screaming about how he’s lying his ass off and getting off on torturing her with his lies. Now I’m a fairly big guy 6’0″ and was fairly muscular when I sang this to a room full of unwitting participants baring witness to my unhinged public melt down. At the end it was like a scene from a movie, no standard claps of social decorum just a room full of stunned into silence open mouthed stares. I will say afterward I felt a lot better and in hind sight kind of funny to see people part like the red sea when I walked off stage. Side note there is a section at the end of the song where he is just laughing maniacally, I hit that part so hard I actually tore something in my throat and bled a little. Not enough to warrant medical treatment but I couldn’t drink any more of my booze that night cause that shit hurt even more going down. Looking back now that’s probably a good thing lol

TL;DR: After a breakup I went to sing karaoke and had an unhinged meltdown on stage.