I smoke here & there, not a chain smoker and I don’t get slow or goofy when I do smoke. It changes my mood but I’m still sharp and able to focus (at times I focus even better).
Sometimes, the workload is light and flowing well, so I’ll take a Penjamin break. Today I went to do that, and I couldn’t find it in my pocket. I checked my bag, everywhere around my desk, I went back to the bathroom I’d been to earlier, I even undressed myself to make sure I didn’t forget that I stuffed it somewhere, I retraced my steps since the last time I had it and nothing.
I can’t find it and I have a strong feeling it was picked up. I’m shitting bricks, I am second in command in my department and my compensation is beyond great. This is the best job I’ve had by far and the most respectable position I’ve held at the district.
I spoke with two others who I trust and have been here longer, they don’t think anything will come of it but I’m so worried an investigation will be pursued or something. They think that it will be chalked up to mischievous kids or outside people that came in at some point today.
I am always extra cautious, I constantly pat myself down to make sure it’s on me or I leave it in my purse or car. But today I chose to have it on me and did not keep checking. I fucked up by losing it, and by bringing it in the first place, knowing how much I value my job.
TL;DR brought a weed pen to work (school district) and either nothing will happen, or they will somehow find out it’s mine and fire me