TIFU I might have gave myself an infection in a really embarrassing way

Alright so this is a kind of nasty story it’s not that bad so bear with me just read it and it’ll all make sense

So I have this buddy and he got this little flashlight or some type of s*x toy off of Ali express and he was bragging to me about how good it was, I didn’t want to order it so I decided to make one myself.

I got a big hunk of clay that has been in my junk droor for like 2 years and got a sock of which I didn’t have the duo of and made this invention where I molded the clay into the flashlight and added the sock at the back to catch the excess if you know what I mean.

After creating my masterpiece I got some lotion and used it, it was fine and I’d use it at night when I’m in my bed roughly every 3 days and maybe after a couple uses probably around 6 I started to grow suspicious of what effects it could have on me.

I get it and tell ChatGPT basically everything I’ve been doing with the contraption;how long I’ve had it for, what it looked like, what it smelt like, how many times I used it, etc. And well Mr.GPT it tells me I should probably throw it away.

I tell ChatGPT how do I check if it’s fine (it didn’t smell bad and it looked completely fine) it said I possibly could use it again so I do, and I wake up that morning guess what happened? Nothing. No rashes no nothing

A couple days later it’s night time again maybe around 2 am, I reach into my droor and pull out my invention once again, I stupidly smell it and it didn’t even smell bad if anything it smelt kind of good (not a freaky funky smell way it literally just smelt clean maybe a little like soap) so I used it again and yea I go to sleep.

Next morning I wake up and my groin is extremely itchy so I start itching it, i wasn’t too suspicious at first but after maybe a minute I realize I messed up. I go to the bathroom and check; there was a shit tone of red I guess sort of rashes but it’s like dots if that makes sense. It hurted really bad and still does and honestly i again asked ChatGPT what I should do, it said I should wash it and apply aloe Vera on it but if it gets infected and excretes pus I’d have to go to the doctor. I feel like it may start forming pus soon and dude that would actually suck, it’s starting to smell a bit weird too.

Honestly I don’t know if I can tell the doctor that I used a fucking sex clay toy and gave myself rashes on my groin and itched it till it got infected. I mean my invention worked great though just saying WOULDNT RECCOMEND but still

TL;DR I gave myself a rash on my groin area and might have given myself an infection because of my home made fucking clay sex toy