Um.. I’m (18F)and this story began When I was at 4th standard there was a guy I met in primary school. For better understanding let’s take his name as X. So X was my classmate..but he always took me as a competitor. Even though I never did anything wrong to him, he still hated me without any cause. At that time I was popular for my skills(study, singing, dancing etc). He likes to irritate me.
Then there was an annual function in my school. So I was preparing for that. then I came to know he was also participating in the dance. Well he dances quite well. I mean he’s too good. His moves , posture, expression. But the dilemma is that we became partners in that function. I tried to change my partner. But the teacher said “it’s not possible right now !” At last I have to dance with him. But As I expected He never fails to vex me. He pushed me knowingly during practice and I fell down and got hurt so badly that I couldn’t even stand. When the teacher noticed that she asked “how did she fall?” and everyone who was present there knew that so they started saying “X pushed her.” The teacher started scolding him but then I refused “Mam, he didn’t do that. I fell by myself.” and from that day We became good friends. He helped me a lot and took care of mine. In fact we were the popular dance couple of the school who won the competition constantly 2-3 years. But day by day he started behaving differently.
He got angry when someone ( boys ) came close to me. Started behaving like over possessive. Sometimes he hurts me unknowingly over his jealousy. So I started maintaining distance with him. But he didn’t like that..
Then an incident took place when I was at 6th standard. I was performing in some sort of function in school, after that Function almost everybody left for their respective home only few students were present in the school. I was changing in the washroom. Suddenly, I felt like somebody was looking at me. I turned around but I found nobody. Sometimes later, again I felt somebody was peeping. Still there was no one. Later on, I felt somebody’s breath around my ears and was grabbing me from behind. Thankfully I had changed my dress by then. Then, I pushed him and turned back and I found X. He started saying “I wanna talk to you..it’s urgent I want to confess something” but I was furious as well as scared because of his actions. I started shouting at him “don’t you have manners ?” etc. but he started hugging me so hard..I couldn’t even breathe. He was behaving like a psycho and constantly saying “I don’t like when other guys come near you..please stay away from them I love you…you really matter to me” etc. But I didn’t know at that time , what is love ? Obviously I was a kid dude. How did I know?
I was constantly pushing him but he wasn’t listening to me. He tried to kiss me and then I kicked him on his d*ck and pushed him so hard. He fell on the washroom’s tiles. He tried to hold my legs but I kicked again and ran away..
I ran 3 km until I reached my home. My parents were asking “why are you quiet?” but I was scared at that time. I didn’t tell them and fell sick. but after a few days I realised I have to tell them. Then My dad went to school and complained against him. But there’s no change in his behaviour. So at last the school premises took an action and rusticate him.
Later on after a few years I left that school and got transferred to the new place. But At 10 standard I found him here again.
And he was still like that.. Still behaving like psycho.. whenever he met me started holding my hands again..well it’s quite disturbing at that time..the scariest part of my life came in my present.
But this time I managed it with more courage. he was such a creep tbh. I thought he would have forgotten me..but it doesn’t seem so. Many incidents took place..I slapped him and warned him to stay away from me..
After that he never showed up to me.
TL;DR: Well it’s one of the darkest secret of mine. This is not the ONLY one, there’s more than it which is WORSE.