TIFU snorting MDMA

Just to inform y’all, it aint gonna hit ya faster if ya snort. Mdma goes in your tummy. Or better in the hands of police, who will for sure enjoy the mdma IF they catch you with it. Cause It’s a drug bust. Not because they would consume it themselves. Because what feels better than consuming it ? Arresting sombody who is.
This (I guess,) is more fun for them because they get the feeling that they are doing something good. This is especially the case if you are a small consumer of it. As they don’t really seem to care about who is really selling it. Now, don’t get me wrong.. I want these dealers to keep dealing,
I don’t think that there is a problem with selling stuff to someone who’s looking for it, even I am someone who some might consider a “polydrug”
Addict, wich means I can be dependent on multiple drugs (dependent is a grave word, rather I would compare it to a lobotomized person having access to their full mind/body capacity but to à lesser extent.
Am not minimizing the horror of lobotomy,
But it sure feels like freaking dementia.
I have been consuming OTC meds to get high
(DXM, DPH, ect. For a while now and I can’t say that It’s helped me. I had a really nice experience on DMT, unfortunately where I live, and also the way people think here (anti drug), all drugs are viewed the same even drugs that have a completely different stuctures than addictive ones, like morphine, dilaudid ect. Wich are legal and much easier to get despite their addictive potential.

Am I saying doctors should stop prescribing opiates ? No. Opiates were put on this earth for a reason. They are miracle drugs for the people who need them.

Do you really need to try that ?

Let that sink in because everything that feels negative that happens to you, happens for a reason.

If you try to dodge the pain it will come back tenfold.

Careful what you wish for,
Cause you just might get it.

TL;DR
My nose hurts and I am embarrased,
Don’t do, 1/10 for the lesson I learnt.